Starting

Starting is always hard. Taking a new step always involve huge considerations. Yet, we forget that every big thing needs a step at the beginning. There has been a lot of things happen in life starting from the first step. Bear in mind that first step not necessarily to be successful. Have we forgotten that …

Setting Boundaries and Knowing the Limit

It has been in the era where people are being advised to set boundaries. Let others follow "the rule", the rule of our own. Having said that it is important for the well being of the particular people, in the end it is also ruining other feeling. Which in current well-being lesson it is being …

Missing My Mum.

The more I get here, the more I miss my mum. It has been two years. It is not getting any easier. I keep on looking on the back talking about everything that she used to do. Indeed, no one ever know how does it feels because every feeling is unique and valid.

Transition

Pada akhirnya, yang dibutuhkan adalah menerima bahwa fase hidup berubah dan terus berjalan. Perlu adanya penerimaan bahwa sudah tak lagi muda, sudah tak lagi seproduktif dahulu. Semua lebih kepada kondisi setiap orang berbeda.

There are times..

There are times that you need to work in team, yet you end up working along. Put yourself as the big wall to do everything. There are times that you need sympathy, try to reach everybody, yet the feeling is not mutual for people to be there. There are times that you reach people out …

Looking back

I don't know how could I end up this way. There is a point I want to go and escape somewhere where there is only a laughter with my mum and dad. Just the three of us, laughing, enjoying the beach or having holiday somewhere where we can enjoy ourself. The saddest moment is when …

Becoming Human

Well, sometimes we as a human is thirst for recognition. No idea why it happens. But, people in the end want to be respected. Certain people might not need recognition all the time. But, it is always nice to finally able to tribute as simple as saying thanks. Probably it is not about people who …

Knowing who we are.

We have to be careful in how we see ourselves and reflecting ourselves in people. At least that is the message I receive. On the other hand, we also need to humanise people who also do mistakes. It is also a reminder for us not to take people's treatment to us seriously. Just focus on …

Consolation.

Having bestfriend,, does not mean that everything you can just pour everything. Sometimes, there is a pain that you cannot tell to anyone. It is just too complicated. Even try to tell them to someone makes you tired already. So, it is just Him and only Him who can bear all the the emotion that …

Being alone

Is it alone or lonely? I am not sure.